No, I’m not emotionally or mentally cracking up, though maybe I will be soon.
All of my technology is cracking up. Seriously. My sweet-but-careless stepson stepped on my laptop and cracked my screen. I have a pretty nice laptop that I saved and saved for, so replacing it is not an easy job since it would cost well over a thousand dollars.
Then, today, for no apparent reason, my cell phone screen cracked. I didn’t drop it or change temperature or anything. I just sat it down in my car the way I’ve done a thousand times before and the screen shattered.
This means that everything I’m looking at lately, for work and for typically personal, fun type of internet use, is distorted.
I wonder if it means something, like if the universe is sending me a message, or if it’s just that I’m seeing meaning in coincidence.
In adoption news: there is no news. No phone calls. Nada.
In life news: I have a phone interview this week. I’m so nervous about it, and I’m even more nervous if I actually get the job. It would mean so, so, so much change and so much change quickly. I don’t do well with quick changes. I would say to wish me luck, but I don’t know if I mean it.
Maybe just wish me clarity…