So, I’ve felt terrible today. I woke up from a nightmare where I was driving a Jeep with my baby in my lap.
Except that my baby looked like the creature from Little Big Planet (I’ve never played the game — only seen the commercials). And, the baby was hungry but I couldn’t feed it… because I was driving down a mountain in a Jeep with a baby on my lap.
Is is too early for Pregnancy Nightmares? Are pregnancy nightmares a real thing?
After that auspicious beginning, I’ve felt cranky, nauseous, tired, constipated, and bloated for the rest of the day.
Damn the Progesterone! I guess my hormones levels are changing or being off the higher doses of steroid, or just a general feeling of overwhelmedness has taken over.
I’m trying to stay focused on positive thoughts and happiness outside of this process and as part of the process.
I would also like to write about post about NIAW, about not ignoring infertility, but honestly, all I want to do is ignore it right now. I think I need a nap. I bet a nap would make everything all better… unless I have the dream again about the little big planet hungry baby!