I go into find out the news of my bloodwork on Friday. I’m so worried that the RE’s going to say that I’m so completely fucked up that there’s no help for me. I can’t even think about what all could be wrong — killer cells, clotting factors, MTHFR (or something like that), ANA, TNF, and a whole bunch of other letters that mean my immune system just doesn’t work right.
I woke up this morning and felt like someone had dropped a brick on my head. Now, I think I have a cold. Can worry cause you to get a cold? I bet it can.
Some good reading out there now: Hanna Wept, Sarah Laughed
And, just because today feels pretty heavy…