So, I caved and took a POAS test this AM, just so I’d be mentally prepared for the news I’ll be getting later today. It was a BFN, though I thought, for a second that there was a hint of a second line. I think that shadow could be named wishful thinking. The test I took is one of the internet cheapies, so I have no idea of the sensitivity. I think they’re supposed to be super sensitive, but when I tested out my trigger on my first medicated cycle, I only had a positive result for 3 days (what does that mean? who knows???).
Anyway, I go for my beta today and am going to ask that they leave a message with the results so DH and I can hear them together.
The only hope that I have comes from my spotting that has almost completely gone (since yesterday). I’m sure that doesn’t mean anything either. I hate all this uncertainty. Today is going to be a tough day.