So, the I could be pregnant/I can’t be pregnant thoughts have started. Let me capture my craziness:
I could be pregnant: I have been feeling very tired lately. I’ve also been pretty bloated, and my stomach has felt a little weird. I had 4 follicles, and a higher progesterone level than last time. I had an IUI, so I know for sure there were sperm where sperm needed to be, and the RE said our timing was great.
I can’t be pregnant: Other than being tired, I feel just like I always do. My breasts are tender at the same time they’re normally tender. I don’t feel nauseous in the AM. Nothing has worked so far, so why would this be any different. I need to get ready for IVF. Maybe I should buy a book. What if IVF doesn’t work???
So, as you can see, it’s time for me to get a good book and get outta my mind. Because it’s crazy in there, and nothing’s making sense. I know Willy Wonka says a little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men, but this is too much.